In this labyrinth of my emotion I wander

Searching for the light

to set me free..

 

There’s a world between us, that will always keep us apart

This world between us, keeps me from finding your heart

Can we build the bridge and conquer our divide?

Or will we remain standing here… looking out

over the ruins in between.

 

I’ve seen you in a glimpse, but afraid of your reality

Your light shines radiant on my back

Will it be my sun? Or will it burn me.

Let me in, or set me free.

 

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If you were here right now, what would I do?

Would I stare in wonder? Or hide myself from you.

Would you make me cry, or give me a smile

Could I only stand and look at you, if only for a while.

 

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I can feel its near, yet so far away
A lifetime of dissapointment couldn't save me
save me from myself.

I thought it would be easy
I thought I could ust do this.
But it left a mess in me
A mess im left to clean, alone.

I shall remain here, in the shadows
where I feel safe, where I can hide
Hide from your judgement.

Abuse me as you wish
I will be here if you need me.
My tears I will not show.

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Will you be there at the end of it all
When things are said and done
Will you still stand strong?
Will you speak up for me
When my voice goes numb
from all the crying
WIll you walk me home
When my strength has left my bones.
Will you try to understand
what its like to be like me.
Will you try to keep me safe
if it means putting yourself at risk?

Will you?

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Dear you

You linger in the distance.
Once lost, you now seem so clear
You once were mine, there once was us.
You've changed, you're older.

I've changed you, made you bitter
and cruel. You can't open up anymore.
Can't show what you really feel
Like me.....

We both love our girls
But we left a permanent mark on each other.
A mark we have to bare forever.

How could love and pleasure
turn into such anger and pain.
Why weren't we brave enough
to say our goodbyes
when we still had the changed.
To walk out as hero's.

Instead we chose a path of hate and fear.
Lies and destruction.
We destroyed our relationship brick
by brick, like the way we once build it.
Leaving only dust.

I'm never gonna do this again
I will say my goodbyes in time
I dont want to be brought down by
another person I once claimed to love.

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Why does the world keep turning
when you feel like your world just ended
Why do the bombs keep falling
when you feel like your world has already exploded